"I Stand Alone" GodsmackI stand alone
Feeling your sting down inside me
I'm not dying for it
I stand alone
Everything that u believe is fading
I stand alone inside
"I Am" GodsmackI am your spoken truth, i am the lies in you
I'm gonna make you shine in everthing you do
I am your lighted way and i'm your darkest day
I'm here to help you see, you can rely on me
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Dec 16, 2003
Today way..... interesting
Hey there...û
omg i love the coconut Jelly Belly jelly beans!! They don't taste like coconut.. its just really good!
Strawberry Dauquiris and Pina Coladas are the BEST!
Okay today was interesting...... let me tell you a ffast version cuz im lazy on the keyboard.... lol
First, it was a minimum day cuz of the damn finals... (in Eng. and Alg. ....grrrr~ness)
Second, Jocelyn, Nicole and I planned to go to Telly's after school...
Well before we could do that, we met Justin and his friends Josh (a COMPLETE HAWTIE!! i SO wanna hook up wit him!! (lol) and his other buddy Astin who went to get sum "Chocolate Milk" from the liqour store across from Albertson;s...
the owner thot he was stealing.... (blah blah blah) it progressed.... the owner attacked and beat the shit outta justin.. (whos a HAWTIE himself by-the-way!!)
and blah blah the police and we dont get interviewed (tho he grabbed my BF4L... Jocelyn.....!! GRRRR!!)
SO i went home... that was it... no.. i didnt get to hookup with Josh.. he left too early... and i probly wont see him again... :( !!!!!
Well childern, im gonna hit the road... lol BYE bYE LOTS OF LOVE!!
Love AlwAyS anD fOreVer,
~~~><~~~>pAiGe<~~~><~~~
Posted at 06:33 pm by PlAzTiCpUnKeR
Dec 9, 2003
Entry # 1 "Lost" December 9th, 2003
hEy ThEre!!
iM rEaLlY sIcK rItE nOw... i WaS tHrOwInG uP :(
So ThAtS nOt vErY FuN aT aLl... bUt ItS aLl gOod.. tHat DaMn jAniToR aT sChOoL ("rOn") sExUaLly HaRrAsSeD mE aNd JoCeLyn... i kNoW tHat sHe'S bEeN tHrOuGh AlOt (aNd I HaVe, tOo!) bUt ShEs MaKiNg It OuT tO Be tHaT iT HaPpEnEd To HeR AnD hEr OnLy... Oh wELl... aNyWaYs...
LoSt
CoNfUsIoN aNd
eNdLeSs TeArS
RoLl DoWn My ChEeKs,
WhAt HaS ChAnGeD
ThEsE PaSt FeW WeEks?
eVeRyThInG
HaS TuRnEd ArOuNd,
OnCe I wAs LoSt,
ThEn I wAs FoUnd
NoThInG MaKeS mUcH
SeNsE AnYmOrE,
iN tHiS wOrLd
tHatS So InToXiCaTiNg,
hOw caN YoU
NOT cRaVe MoRe?
i wAnT tO sHoW
ThE wOrlD
iT'S ErRoRs,
iVe TrIeD ToO
MaNy tImEs
iVe jUsT FoRCeD MySeLf
To fAcE mY WoRsT TeRrOrS
sO HoW cAn i ChAnGe
tHiS hUmAn RaCe,
If I cAnT evEn KeEp uP
wItH tHe SlOw PaCe?
tHe sLoW gAtE wItH wHiCh
ThIs WoRlD tAkEs
sEeMs So DiFfiCuLt TO kEeP
uP wItH, JuSt HiT tHe BrEaKs!
aNd SlOw DoWn,
fOr Me To ReLaTe.
aLl i cAn hOpE fOr
tHaT iT wIlL be TaKeN
fOr By FaTe.
I wRoTe ThIs tOday fOr No rEaSoN, eXcEpT tHaT nOthInG iS eXcItIng AnYmOrE, AnD I HaVe nOtHiNg tO lOoK fOrWArD tO, No ReAsOn tO gEt uP iN tHe MoRnIng :(
ThIs LeTtEr wAs WrItTiN By jOcElYn, aNd ShE LeT Me UsE iT tO BrEaK Up WiTh SoMeOnE, bUt NO ONE ELSE bEtTeR CoPy IT!!! lol.. im serious:
My official Break up letter
I cant see me growing old with you
I cant see us lasting until the end
because when I look at you I realize
all i want is a good friend
Im sorry If you no longer love me,
Im sorry if this is hurting you
but it hurts me much more to hold this inside
thats why i need to tell you
I know I said some things like "we'll last forever"
but that was because I was taught to "never say never"
I hope you wont be angry with me
the last thing I want to do is hurt you
but i need to do what is right for me
and I think you soudl do teh same too
Too many hearts I've broken,
I don't want to break yours too
thats why i was so hesitant when we rushed into the "I Love you's"
Thank you for all the fun times we shared, Ill forever treasure your notes,
All though you have every right to hate me, I really hope you don't,
I'm sorry we weren't meant to be together, this is my official break up letter...
oK WeLl peEpS, I GoTs tO gO!
LoVe PeAcE AnD SpOrKs!!
~~~><~~~>pAiGe<~~~><~~~ Posted at 12:55 pm by PlAzTiCpUnKeR
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